God
I hate to complain
but I sleep for just 2 hours
and I am up and ready to go

WHAT DOES
THAT REMIND YOU OF?

I don't want to write it

ISAIAH 49:15
"CAN A MOTHER
FORGET THE BABY AT HER BREAST
AND HAVE NO COMPASSION
ON THE CHILD
WHO SHE HAS BORNE?"
IT IS JUST
AS WHEN YOU NURSED
YOUR OWN CHILDREN
I AM
PREPARING YOU
TO FEED MY CHILDREN
AT ALL HOURS
NIGHT AND DAY
FOR WHAT
WERE YOUR THOUGHTS
WHEN YOU AWOKE?

I kept seeing 2 beautiful purple boxes
I would see them next to each other and then on top
I would see them with the top removed and nothing inside
They were beautiful, but not being used for anything

EXACTLY
AND THAT IS THE SAME
WITH THE GIRLS YOU SAW THIS DAY
THEY ARE TRULY BEAUTIFUL IN MANY WAYS
AND YET
THEY KNOW NOT
WHAT THEY ARE TO DO
IN THE KINGDOM

I had words
for them years ago
but their parents wouldn't let me
give them to them
The parents wouldn't even let me
be alone with them
Do you know how that made me feel?
It made me feel like
I was evil or dangerous
as if the parents thought that
I would harm the children
Both of the girls
wanted to talk with me
and would seek me out
but the parents
discouraged it

AND HOW
DID THAT MAKE YOU FEEL?
IT WAS SHAME
THEY SHAMED YOU
DUE TO THEIR FEAR
OF THE UNKNOWN
THEY HAD HEARD RUMORS OF YOU
WITHIN THE CHURCH
AND INSTEAD OF ASKING ME
THEY CHOSE TO BELIEVE LIES
BUT THE CHILDREN CAME
TOWARD YOU
AND COULDN'T
GET ENOUGH OF YOU
THE PARENTS
THEN BLOCKED THE WAY
BUT, NOW
I TELL YOU THE TRUTH
CHILD
THIS WILL
NO LONGER HAPPEN
THOSE WHO ARE HUNGRY
WILL FIND A WAY TO YOU
AND THEY WILL LEAVE
COMPLETELY SATISFIED
I WILL OPEN
THE PATHWAY TO YOU
AND NO ONE WILL STOP
THEIR PURSUIT

I'm tired of "Christian" parents
thinking that they are doing the right thing
by allowing their children
to remain lukewarm

BUT IF
THE CHILDREN
WERE TO BECOME "ON FIRE"
WOULD THAT NOT CONVICT
THE PARENTS?
IT IS THE CONVICTION
THAT THEY ARE WORRIED ABOUT
IF EVERYONE
STAYS AT THE SAME LEVEL
IN A FAMILY
THEN NO ONE
WILL HAVE TO
WORK HARD
NO ONE
WILL HAVE TO PRESS
FORWARD
NO ONE
WILL TRULY HAVE TO
SEEK ME
ITS CALLED
"RELIGION"


I call it death
I call it a subtle annihilation
I call it to a stop

AMEN
AND YOU WILL DO
JUST THAT
WITH YOUR PRESENCE
AT THAT CHURCH
YOU
WILL CALL A STOP
TO RELIGION
YOU
WILL CALL A STOP
TO THE
PEOPLE NURSING
AT THE BREAST
OF JEZEBEL
YOU
WILL CALL A STOP
TO THE
GATES OF HELL
BEING WIDE OPEN
BENEATH
THE BUILDING
YOU WILL
CALL A STOP
AND THEN
CALL FORTH LIFE
"DRY BONES" YOU WILL SAY
"COME TOGETHER AND ARISE"
"DRY BONES
BRING FORTH THE CHURCH"
"DRY BONES
LIVE AND WALK AND RUN AND SOAR
IN THE KINGDOM"
"DRY BONES
THE LORD
CALLS YOU FORTH!"
AND SO IT WILL BE
AND I WILL BRING FORTH
MY CHURCH
AND ALL WHO STAND
IN THE WAY
WILL BE DESTROYED
AS IF
IN ONE BREATH

AND SO
YOU
WERE EMBARRASSED
WITH
MY EARLIER EXAMPLE?

Yes
Isn't there anything that we
will keep private?

VERY LITTLE

Well . . .
only because its 3 am
and I am feeling ornery
I will match you one better
You won't be able to tie "sex"
into to anything with me
because I don't remember
a thing about it
5 years of consecration and
Baby, I think
its becoming a bad "habit"
Get it?
Like the nuns

YOU
HAVE MATCHED ME
ONE BETTER
AND I WILL NOT
WRITE ABOUT IT

God
are You being shy now?
You may be shy
but you are SMILING

AND DID
I NOT BRING YOU OUT
IN THE OPEN?
AND DID
I NOT CAUSE YOU
TO SPEAK THINGS
OF YOUR HEART AND SOUL?
AND DID
I NOT USE THEM
IN ILLUSTRATION?

Yes

THEN ALLOW ME
TO GO ONE FURTHER

uh oh

WHERE
IS MY BRIDE
THAT I MAY "SLEEP"
WITH HER?
WHERE
IS MY BRIDE
THAT WE MAY
BECOME ONE?
IS SHE
RUNNING TO AND FRO
WITH OTHER LOVERS
LOOKING
FOR SATISFACTION
WHEN I
WAIT AND WAIT FOR HER
TO RETURN AND
TO BE LOYAL UNTO
ME ALONE?
WHERE
IS MY BRIDE
THAT WE MAY BECOME
AS ONE FLESH
COMPLETELY UNITED
IN BODY, HEART AND SOUL?
WHERE
IS MY BRIDE
THIS NIGHT
FOR I KNOW THAT
SHE SEEKS NOT ME
SHE SEEKS
THE PLAYER OF SONGS
SHE SEEKS
THE ONE WHO PREACHES
SHE SEEKS
THE ONE WHO BRINGS
FORTH MONEY
SHE SEEKS NOT
THE ONE WHO DIED
TO MAKE HER MINE
SHE SEEKS ME
NOT
AND WHY IS THE BED
OF THE KING'S CHAMBERS
NEVER SLEPT IN?
FOR I
WILL NOT SLEEP
I WILL NOT LOVE
ANOTHER
UNTIL
SHE RETURNS
SHE SAYS SHE IS ABOUT TOWN
DOING MY BUSINESS
BUT
I HAVE CALLED HER
TO THE "MARRIAGE BED"
FOR ONLY THERE
WILL SHE BECOME
TRULY INTIMATE
WITH ME
READ SONG OF SOLOMON
FOR THE REST

Sorry, too late
and You won!
I am outmatched again
but by a very
WORTHY OPPONENT
Shalom?

SONG OF SOLOMON
4:1

That's not fair
I HAD to look it up

EXACTLY
SLEEP WELL
SWEET DREAMS
LOVE YOU

And to You
I owe
my heart, my soul, my everything
And to You, will I delight
And to You, will my soul finally be satisfied
with the BEST of everything

The other night
I played a silly role with You
for I wondered what it would feel like
to come before You
and ask for things
I started making a list of things
that perhaps I would have wanted
if I didn't have You
but my spirit then took over
and I said
"You can either
give me all those things
(as a spoiled child would say)
or you could just hold my hand"
I don't really know why
but for You to hold my hand
means everything to me

BECAUSE
WHEN I HOLD YOUR HAND
I HOLD YOUR HEART
YOU ARE
WHAT YOU WRITE
AND YOU WRITE
BEAUTIFUL WORDS
UNTO ME
I HAVE PUT WITHIN
YOUR HANDS
THE ABILITY
TO MAKE MY HEART SING
AND THUS
WHEN I HOLD YOUR HAND
WE ARE ONE
THERE ARE VERY FEW
THAT I ALLOW YOU TO WRITE TO
THERE ARE
VERY, VERY FEW
THAT READ THESE WORDS
FOR THEY ARE ONLY
FOR THE ELITE
IN MY KINGDOM
THE ONES WHO READ
BY THE SPIRIT
AND GRASP
WITH
A HEART AS MINE
THESE WORDS
ARE FROM
YOUR HEART AND MY HEART
OF LOVE
UNTO
EACH OTHER
AND NOT MANY
ARE READY FOR THAT
NOT MANY
ARE READY
TO HEAR
THAT
GOD USES SLANG
THAT
GOD CONVERSES
WITH
ONE SUCH AS YOU
THAT
GOD PLAYS AND TEASES
WITH ONE
OF YOUR REPUTATION
THAT
GOD LOVES AND ADORES
AND IS PROUD OF
ONE WHO CAN
ONLY GIVE LOVE
AND OBEDIENCE
IN RETURN
NO
TO MOST
I AM
RESERVED
USUALLY ANGRY
HALF THE TIME ASLEEP
OR BUSY
AND ALWAYS, ALWAYS CONFINED
TO MY THRONE CHAIR
BUT TO YOU
CHILD
AND TO SOME LIKE YOU
I AM LIFE
I AM FUN
I AM THE BEST FRIEND
YOU COULD
EVER HAVE
I AM
YOUR MATCH
YOUR SOUL MATE
YOUR LOVER
YOUR BUDDY
YOUR BEST BUDDY

Amen
You are the BEST of everything
and my soul delights whenever
I think of You
I do sleep (some)
but as I awake
I can only, only think of You
You are my morning light
and my night's dim light
You are the song in my heart
and You are even the cry within
But You are never too busy
and most certainly not reserved
It is You
who taught me to PLAY
It is You
who taught me
that LOVE is worth everything
that I can lay down
It is You
who brought my soul alive
I can never repay You
but I will never, ever allow You
to go without my love
stamped, embroidered, engraved
all over You
You are mine and
my love runs as deep
as Yours for me
That is my gift for You this night
It's just me
but that's
ALL
I have to give


CHURCH # 6
READY OR NOT
                     HERE I COME