GOD’S EDITORIALS

 
As I lie in rapt attention 
wondering what has just occurred
I heard GOD speak to me,

"YOU WERE NAMED 'TERI' AT BIRTH,
BUT THIS DAY I HAVE BREATHED ON YOU
AND CHANGED YOUR NAME TO 'TERAH'
BECAUSE I HAVE MADE A COVENANT WITH YOU"

The desperation of unfilled expectations 
led me to my 1st Renewal service
The words were presented clearly from the pulpit
GOD wanted to circumcise my heart to fully 
enable me to love Him
with my whole heart, mind and soul
I wanted that!

I wanted 
the scalpel to remove 
the layers of hurt and rejection
The feelings of inadequacy,
 the high walls of stone I erected to protect myself

What would be the cost, though?
Would I look foolish if I went up front for prayer?
Would I actually take the 1st step and move out into the aisle?
Would GOD come and meet me there?
Would I fall backwards, forwards or remain standing?
What would His Power feel like?
Would it hurt?
How long would it all take?

A thousand questions ran through my mind
as the tears streamed down my face
YES, I was desperate enough!!!

As they called people forward, I hesitated
waiting for others to show the courage I didn't have
As the line of people grew, I stepped out resolutely
believing that anything would be better
 than my present state
of desperation

The man 
standing before me softly said,
"Drink, Drink"
I took two deep breaths
and only remember lying motionless on the floor
partially alert and seeing myself 
as a young child seated upon Jesus' lap
It didn't take long for me to ask Jesus the question
which had hounded me for so many years,
"Why was I born?"
He smiled and gently replied,
"I WANTED YOU!"

How simple
Three short words lifted a lifetime of guilt
and replaced it with purpose
He continued,
"I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU
 OR REJECT YOU!"

This Man 
upon whose lap I sat was promising
Companionship, acceptance, approval and value
I ACCEPT!  I RECEIVE IT ALL!

I felt 
COMPLETE
WHOLE
Loved without reason
Accepted without performance
Valued without proof!

"TERAH,
 I HAVE MADE A COVENANT
 WITH YOU THIS DAY"

It was a Covenant of Love,
 acceptance, value approval, Life
and much more . . .

~
It's early morning
I rise and prepare for my morning walk with Jesus
It's not just a time of fellowship
but Jesus says that I'm "ON ASSIGNMENT"
The Assignment has been the same for these many months
Walk around the church property and worship
When I began, I had little knowledge of the purpose
All I knew was that He said,
"JUST DO IT!"

It had something to do with Joshua at Jericho
but I wasn't fully aware of His whole Plan
I've learned, in my brief experience of hearing His Voice
that I never wait for understanding 
before I step out in obedience
Too much time is wasted and my faith
won't have a chance to mature

The months passed and finally
 one day GOD declared
that the Assignment was over
The land had been claimed!
The walls would come down!

Once completed, 
GOD confirmed the results with a Vision
Jesus was seated on the Throne
He held out to me a small piece of land
in the shape of the land I had been walking around
I took it carefully from His Hands
 and placed it beneath His Feet
He reminded me of the verse in Matthew 4 
where Satan tempted Him with the kingdoms of the world
if he would just bow down before him
GOD spoke firmly to me,

"I'M CALLING YOU TO CLAIM THE LANDS
CLAIM THE KINGDOMS
AND PLACE THEM ONCE MORE BENEATH MY FEET
UNDER MY AUTHORITY --- UNDER MY REIGN
I HAVE MADE A COVENANT WITH YOU 
AND NAMED YOU 'TERAH'
MEANING 'LAND,' 
BEFORE YOU WERE BORN
TO CLAIM BACK THE LAND 
FOR MY KINGDOM"

He shows me my next Assignment
I already know the place
He had me walking it for a month now
The area is expanding
The Vision is growing
The Promise of my Covenant name being revealed 
more clearly every day

~ ~
The palm tree gently sways
as my eyes begin to focus 
on the Vision
I glance about 
and wonder where I am
I'm standing beneath a tree 
next to a quaint white church

Walking to the front 
of the building
I notice 
that the people arriving 
are all barefoot
As I step inside
I realize their attire
is quite appropriate
for the dirt laden floor
The congregation is 
of oriental descent
and I realize 
that I cannot understand 
any of their words

Without hesitation
I step toward 
the front of the church
and begin to speak in tongues
Just as suddenly as I began
I cease
and the people begin to approach me
I lay hands on each one 
and Anoint them

When the last one is touched
I walk down the aisle
and shake hands with the Pastor
a small, older man
with the smile of 
GOD'S JOY
on His countenance

I return 
to beneath the palm tree 
where I first arrived
placing my hand on the ground
I claim the land 
for the Kingdom of GOD
and declare 
COMPLETE RESTORATION 
for the land and for the people

I break off all curses 
that held this land and people captive
"JESUS REIGNS FOREVERMORE
OVER THIS LAND 
AND THESE PEOPLE!!!"
is loudly proclaimed!

As I disappear
I hear
"NEXT DESTINATION - SINGAPORE"

A dream, perhaps
A Vision ~ MOST DEFINITELY!
Reality ~~~ Wait and See...

Elijah had no boundaries 
in time and space
Weeks before this Vision
GOD
had Anointed me with the

"ELIJAH ANOINTING"
"YOU WILL TOUCH 
ALL PEOPLES, ALL NATIONS!
YOU WILL CLAIM THE LANDS
AND KINGDOMS
AND 
BRING RESTORATION!"

I was intrigued!
As always, I understood very little 
of what GOD was alluding to
but I was willing to do
ALL 
things for Him!