HEARTBEAT
I QUIT!
GOD, I QUIT!
You sent me to a small group
to Commission Your people
BUT
I was stopped
and
sent out
AGAIN!
When
will it end?
When
will Your Church really be
ready
for Your
POWER
for Your
SOVEREIGN RULE?
I did all that You said
I didn't cause any trouble
I simply prayed for the people
Why
do they call for You to come
and then stop You?
Why
do they pretend to want You
and then send You out?
Are
You as hurt as I am?
Do
You understand their games?
I know I asked to be silent
concerning my feelings
BUT
I have to write this last word
My heart aches
like I would rather die
I cry out for the people
who will not be ministered to
that are truly hungry and thirsty for You
and yet
You are stopped
because You
won't
play by their rules
You pick someone like me
with
no credentials - no title
and You pack me
so full of Your
POWER and PRESENCE
that I have to give it away
I have no choice
and
I want to do Your Work
I want to bless Your people
BUT
GOD, after tonight
I BOW OUT!!!
I will
NOT
pray over these people
I will
NOT
commission them
I will
NOT
console them
I will
NOT
admonish them
I will
do as You spoke
and allow them
to follow their
own stubborn hearts
They choose
MAN
instead
of
YOU
They want
MAN
to
cover them
and
protect them
They want
MAN
to
Anoint them
and
Empower them
BUT
WHERE
does it truly come from
BUT
from
YOU
YOU
are
THE
SOURCE
I can
no longer
take the grieving
of
Your Spirit
in
these places
GOD, I QUIT!
***
PS
Sami, it was all worth it to pray for you
to remove the curses on you since birth
and loosen your tongue to be a Prophet
Time's coming, young man, for you to speak
Speak and do not hold back
for the words you speak will be from the Father
and He will give you the Power to do His Work
Yes, I was sent this night for one purpose
to set you free
Heck, the crowd of cowards,
would not let me pray for anyone else
They stopped me and would have sent me out
except that they didn't know how to stop your yelling
Only God could stop it
and bring forth an amazing turn around
God Speed to you, young man
You, also, will be sent out of places
once your tongue is in gear and filled with God's Truth
but you would say first all that must be said
Us prophets are not a popular bunch
but, by the Father's empowerment,
we are Perfect in our work
Amen.
