HEARTBEAT
            
            
            HEARTBEAT
            
              
              I WRITE AND I WRITE . . .
I write and I write
I invoke the Words and the world succumbs
to the Rule 
of the Almighty GOD!
I am, but a servant
a woman consecrated unto GOD
I chose to submit my life
my mind - my heart - my soul
to His ownership and Authority!
I walk the lands
I cry out the cry from the Heart of GOD
I tremble at His Words within me!
I tremble in His PRESENCE!
I am not the Author of the Words, but a vessel
a very broken, apparently useless vessel
but, nonetheless
a vessel in the Potter's Hand
He may do 
with me 
what He will
He speaks Words to me 
and calls me to obey . . .
Will I?
Will I lay it all down 
to answer the call?
YES!
For you see
For years I struggled in a world 
of inconsistencies
and worry and hatred
and cried out to be loved
to be valued
but 
no one came forward
It's such a cold world
A world where we all put ourselves first 
and others last
Well . . . I found what I was looking for
I found GOD
not only
GOD
but
LIFE 
AND 
LOVE
AND 
CREATION
AND 
REDEMPTION 
AND 
RESTORATION
when I surrendered 
ALL to Him!
I cry out 
the Cries of GOD!
I'll take
the beatings!
I'll take
the words spoken back
 in blasphemies!
I'll take 
the reproach and the ridicule!
For I stand 
within the Arms
of the 
Almighty GOD
and He is 
MORE
than enough 
for me!!!
THE BEAT GOES ON...