SEE

SEE THE CROSS
BUT NO ONE HANGS ON IT
IT IS AS EMPTY
AS THE PEOPLE'S HEARTS
WHO ATTEND HERE

God
it is only Tuesday
and I am BORED silly
Sunday
I will attend one more church
and from the description
I think I will probably last
about 10 minutes inside

COME
OUTSIDE THEN
YOU ARE COMFORTABLE THERE
YOU WERE CALLED OUT
FROM THE VERY BEGINNING
YOU STILL BELIEVE THAT YOU
WERE "KICKED OUT”
BUT CHILD
YOU WERE "CALLED OUT”
BY ME AND ME
ALONE
DO I WALK
THESE BUILDINGS ALONE
OR DO I SUMMON A FRIEND?
YOU ARE RIGHT
YOU WERE MEANT FOR THE OUTSIDE
BUT THERE WILL BE TIMES
WHEN YOU MUST GO INSIDE
THERE ARE STILL PEOPLE INSIDE
THAT NEED TO KNOW THAT
THERE IS A BETTER WAY
THERE IS MORE THAN
FORMAT AND PRETENSE
THERE IS LIFE
COME ON OUTSIDE
I BET YOU WON'T LAST 10 MINUTES INSIDE

You're on, God!
Hey, I lasted 20 minutes
at last week’s church

WAS
THAT YOU
I SAW LIFTING UP THE WINDOW BLINDS
TO LOOK OUTSIDE
EVEN BEFORE IT BEGAN
LONGING TO GO OUTSIDE?

Yep
I just wanted
to see if You were still there
since You wouldn't come in

I WAS STILL THERE
AND YOU DID LAST A FULL
20 MINUTES
10 MINUTES THIS WEEK
AND THEN ON THE 4TH CHURCH
I WILL JUST HAVE YOU CIRCLE
THE OUTSIDE
A WOLF WAITS INSIDE
A WOLF WITH CLEVER WAYS
ALL MY WORK CAN BE DONE
ON THE OUTSIDE
I ASSURE YOU

YOU'LL
HAVE ONE REPORT
FOR THE 10 MINUTES
THAT YOU SPEND INSIDE
THIS WEEK
ONE SHORT REPORT
AND THEN A NIGHT OF WORSHIP
I INVITE YOU TO
MY FRIEND
SING YOUR HEART OUT
COME BEFORE MY THRONE
AND WORSHIP
AS YOU HAVE NEVER WORSHIPPED BEFORE
AND I WILL KEEP YOU STANDING
I WANT TO SHOW YOU
HOW MUCH MORE GLORY
YOU CAN CONTAIN
IT WILL SURPRISE YOU AND DELIGHT YOU
WE'RE GETTING READY, CHILD
ALMOST READY
FOR
THE EXPLOSION!

************************************************

HEY KID,
SAVE THE LAST DANCE FOR ME!

Always have
Always will
You are THE DANCE!
You are the ONLY DANCE around!

Now, You got me all excited!

BORED NO MORE
LET'S DANCE!

***********************************************

12:00 pm  Wednesday
September 22, 1999
God, I no longer have hope
for Your people
I've seen too much and waited too long
just for simple changes
The ones that were touched
from the beginning of the Renewal
have mostly fallen away
And those for which You have spoken to me
that they will be awakened
SLEEP
I know that I cannot retire from this position
that You have given me
but the hope is no longer there
that there will ever be any changes
that anyone will truly embrace You
I love You, my Friend
and You, alone
know how deep
that love really is
I will try to hope if You ask me to
but I have to be honest with You
5 years of nothing
is a long time

I KNOW
YOUR REGRET
I KNOW THAT YOU HOPE NO MORE
CHILD
I REMOVED THE HOPE MYSELF
FOR THE TABLES TURN THIS DAY
AND NO LONGER
WILL YOU TRY AND TRY AND TRY
TO CONVINCE THE PEOPLE
THAT YOU ARE OF ME
AND THAT YOU HAVE
A MESSAGE OF LIFE AND BREATH
TO DELIVER TO THEM
IT WILL BE THE OPPOSITE
THEY WILL SEEK YOU OUT
TO CONVINCE YOU
THAT THEY ARE READY
FOR SUCH A MESSAGE
LET THEM COME
ONLY THE BEST
WILL SURVIVE OUR TESTS
ONLY THE ELITE
ONLY THE ONES
DESTINED FOR GREATNESS
ONLY THOSE

DON'T
BELIEVE ANY MORE
FOR THESE PROCRASTINATORS
THEY MUST CONTAIN ALL THE FAITH
YOU WILL NO LONGER HAVE TO CARRY THEM
THEY MUST CARRY THEMSELVES
THROUGH IT ALL
SHALOM, CHILD
YOU HAVE NOT DISAPPOINTED ME

REMEMBER
YOUR HEART
YOUR EMOTIONS, YOUR MIND, YOUR SOUL
ARE COMPLETELY UNDER
MY COMMAND
YOU DO NOT FEEL ANYTHING
UNLESS
I HAVE ORDAINED IT
AND IT IS ALL FOR
A PURPOSE

YOUR EYESIGHT
IS BLURRED THESE DAYS
YOU KNOW NOT THE REASON
AND YOU WORRY
BUT IT SIGNIFIES THESE
THAT YOU HAVE REACHED OUT TO
AND ALL THEY HAVE SEEN OF YOU
IS YOUR SCARS
THEY HAVE NOT LOOKED
INTO THE VERY HEART OF YOU
YOU ARE A BLUR OF ACTION
UNEXPLAINED ACTION TO THEM
THEY JUDGE YOU
AND RECEIVE NOT THE WORDS
ITS A SHAME, TOO
FOR THEM TO RECEIVE THE WORDS NOW
WILL BE SO DIFFICULT
IT WILL BE AS "BOOT CAMP" FOR THE ELITE
IT WILL NOT BE EASY
BUT THEY COULD HAVE COME EARLIER
BUT WHAT DID THEY SEE
WITH THEIR OWN EYES?
YOU ARE A WOMAN
YOU ARE "UNCOVERED"
YOU ARE TROUBLE
EVERYWHERE YOU GO
YOU START PROBLEMS
AND THEN DON'T FINISH THEM
YOU HAVE NO RELIGIOUS TRAINING
YOU WOULD NOT EVEN
GO TO PROPHET "CLASSES"
BY THOSE THEY THOUGHT SO WISE
NO
YOU DO NOT HAVE
ANY CREDENTIALS
BUT I TELL YOU THE TRUTH,
YOUNG WOMAN
WHETHER YOU KNOW IT OR NOT
YOU HAVE PROVEN YOURSELF
TO MANY
THESE PAST 5 YEARS
AND I WILL NOW BEGIN
TO CLEAR THE VISION
OF THOSE WHO WE MUST TEST
FURTHER
I WILL CLEAR THEIR VISION
AND THEY WILL SEE YOU
AS I DO
"PERFECT" AND COMPLETE
IN ALL WAYS
TO SERVE ME
AS I HAVE ASKED YOU TO
AND WHY DO YOU PUT THE WORD
"PERFECT"
IN QUOTES?

Because I am not

YOU ARE IN MY EYES
FOR WHAT I HAVE CALLED YOU TO DO
YOU CAN LEAVE THE QUOTES
BUT YOU, TOO
MUST CHANGE YOUR VISION OF YOURSELF
YOU STILL SEE YOURSELF
AS OTHERS HAVE CALLED YOU
AS THEY HAVE SPOKEN OF YOU
AS THEY HAVE BLASPHEMED MY HOLY SPIRIT
CONCERNING YOU
CALL FOR YOUR OWN VISION
TO BE CLEARED
CONCERNING YOURSELF
IT IS NOT PRIDE, CHILD
TO SEE YOURSELF
AS I DO
YOU DO NOT GO ABOUT
AND FLAUNT YOUR ANOINTINGS
YOU DO NOT HOLD THEM OUT
FOR ALL TO SEE
YOU HIDE CONSTANTLY
IN YOUR "CAVE"
YOU HIDE AND HIDE
UNTIL
I MAKE YOU ADVANCE
THAT IS NOT PRIDE, CHILD
IT IS NOT
COME
AND I WILL SPEAK TO YOU MUCH
THIS DAY
OF THOSE WHO WILL COME
AND YOUR RESPONSE
THEY WILL COME
DO NOT
TURN ANY AWAY
NONE
DO YOU UNDERSTAND?

Weren't we going to take a vacation about now?

NO
AND YOUR HUMOR
REFLECTS YOUR DESIRE TO RUN
BUT YOU WON'T RUN
YOU WILL SEE EVEN TODAY
THAT YOUR FEET ARE FROZEN IN PLACE
FOR THESE PEOPLE TO ADVANCE
DO NOT TURN THEM AWAY, CHILD
I WILL BE WITH YOU
I AM ALWAYS WITH YOU
IT IS TIME TO COMMISSION
SOME EXTRAORDINARY LEADERS
OF THE HARVEST TO COME
COME, GENERAL
TAKE YOUR PLACE IN THE BODY

There is
NO PLACE
for me in the Body
That has been made all too clear to me for 5 years

I WILL SHOW YOU
YOUR PLACE THIS DAY
AND NO ONE WILL REMOVE YOU
THEY MAY FIGHT AGAINST YOU
BUT REMOVE YOU
THEY CAN'T
THOSE WHO TRY
WILL FIND THEIR SOILED BODY
BENEATH THE GROUND
VERY QUICKLY
DO YOU UNDERSTAND
THAT I, ALONE
APPOINT YOU
AND I, ALONE
KEEP YOU
AND I, ALONE
AM YOUR
COMMANDING OFFICER?
I, ALONE
HAVE PLACED YOU
PERFECTLY IN POSITION
NOT ONLY
FOR THESE END-TIMES
UPON THE EARTH
BUT FOR
ALL ETERNITY

Shalom, God
forgive me for my wounds showing
I don't want to hurt You
I surrender
to all that You have for me to do
I do

I LOVE YOU, CHILD
AND YOU HAVE NOT
DISAPPOINTED ME
DO YOU THINK
THAT I COULD REMOVE
THE WOUNDS IF I WANTED TO?
I COULD AND I WOULD
BUT IT IS UP TO THE BODY
TO REMOVE THEM
THEY CAUSED THEM
WITH THEIR OWN
PRIDE AND JEALOUSY
THEY MUST HEAL THEM
YOU HAVE AN EDGE
BUT YOUR LOVE IS STRONGER
THAN ANY EDGE
WHICH YOU HAVE DEVELOPED
THOSE WHO WANT TO BE COMMISSIONED
MUST BE THE HEALERS OF YOUR SOUL
IN WORD AND DEED
FOR THEY CAUSED THE DAMAGE
THEY RUINED YOUR REPUTATION
THEY DESTROYED YOUR HONOR
AND NOW TO RECEIVE
ALL THAT I HAVE
FOR THEM
THEY MUST RESTORE YOU
FAIR?

Hawaii would be nice this time of year


STAND AT ATTENTION
AND WAIT
THEY WILL COME

ok
^^^


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