God
my heart hurts tonight
Can you fix it?

YES
BUT YOU WILL HAVE
TO WALK
ALL THE WAY THROUGH
WITH ME
WE HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT
COMING UP
AND YOU MUST BE HEALED
FROM THE PAST
OK?

Give it a try

"THANK YOU FOR COMING"
"THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME"
I HAVE PLAYED
THESE WORDS
OVER AND OVER
IN YOUR MIND
BUT AS YOU NOTICE
THEY BRING FORTH EMOTIONS
FROM THE PAST

It makes my heart hurt
I remember the many times
that You sent me to Pastors’ offices
or to prayer meetings or even people's homes
and they would say those words
but they never meant them
I hate those words now

I KNOW YOU DO
BUT WE HAVE TO GET PAST
THIS POINT
CHILD

My time to others is really worthless
My time has no value to others
I feel as though
when they said that at the end of the meeting
it was their way of getting rid of me

AND
MANY TIMES IT WAS

Where do I go from here?

WHO
DID I HAVE YOU
RUN INTO TONIGHT?

Carlos

AND
WHAT DID HE SAY?

Thank you for coming by

DID
HE MEAN IT?

yes

YOUR TIME
IS OF GREAT VALUE
CHILD
I ONLY SHARE YOU
WITH THOSE
OF
TRUE IMPORTANCE
TO
MY KINGDOM NOW
BEFORE
I SENT YOU
IN
TO TEST AND TO TRY
WHAT WAS
IN
MEN'S HEARTS
THE
TESTING IS OVER
NOW
FOR
KINGDOM BUILDING
I TREASURE
YOUR TIME
BUT
AS OF TONIGHT
YOUR TIME HAS BECOME
MUCH MORE
VALUABLE TO OTHERS
YOU WILL SEE
IN THE
COMING DAYS
THAT THINGS WILL HAPPEN
THAT PROHIBIT YOU
FROM
SPENDING TIME
WITH
VERY MANY
THERE WILL BE WORK TO DO
AND
LITTLE EXTRA TIME
AND YET
MANY WILL WANT
YOUR ATTENTION
TURNED THEIR WAY

WHERE
WERE THEY
WHEN YOU HAD TIME
 TO SPARE?
WHERE
WERE THEY
WHEN WE HAD TIME
TO TALK WITH THEM?
THE TIME IS PAST
DO YOU SEE
MY MEANING
OF THE STATEMENT
"YOUR PRICE HAS JUST GONE UP"
FROM
THE OTHER DAY?
YOUR TIME WILL COST
THE PEOPLE MUCH
VERY MUCH
NOW
ARE YOU
FEELING BETTER?

I am ~ Thank You

EVERYTHING
IN
YOUR PAST
HAS
A PURPOSE
ESPECIALLY
THE
WOUNDS
THEY ARE ALL
FOR
A PURPOSE

God
thank You for Your time
I value every second
that You spend with me

AND I
YOUR TIME WITH ME
THANK YOU
FOR COMING AND MEETING
WITH ME

God
will You please take
the memories away
of these meetings?

NO
FOR THERE IS A REASON
TO REMEMBER

But
it still hurts to remember

I WILL TAKE
THE HURT AWAY
BUT NOT
THE MEMORIES
JOSEPH ALWAYS HAD
THE MEMORIES
OF HIS BROTHERS
AND
THEIR TREATMENT
BUT
THE HURT FINALLY
WENT AWAY

Why
didn't they value him?

HE
WAS YOUNG
AND
THEY WERE JEALOUS
HE WAS ALSO
RIGHTEOUS
AND THEY DID NOT
WANT HIM NEAR
TO
CONVICT THEM

WHAT
DID YOU HAVE TO SAY
IN THESE MEETINGS
CHILD?

Mostly words to convict them
Sometimes it was words to empower them
but they resented that it came
from someone like me

DO
YOU THINK
THAT THEY REMEMBER
THESE MEETINGS?

No
there would be no reason
for them to

OH
BUT THEY DO
THEY WILL ALWAYS
REMEMBER
THEIR ENCOUNTERS
WITH YOU
I PROMISE YOU THAT
YOU ARE NOT
A SIMPLE PERSON
THAT THEY FORGET
YOU
BRING FORTH
A SWORD
AND BRANDISH IT
BEFORE THEM
YOU
ARE TRULY
A THORN
IN THEIR MIDST

(Quote from a young missionary on twitter:
Noticed you & friends are getting bombarded
by a certain thorn in the flesh.
I've been dealing w/her for 8 years. Leave her to G.”)

Yeah, kind of like
"encounters of the worse kind"

MANY
OF THESE PEOPLE
HAD THEIR LAST CHANCE
TO REPENT
IN YOUR PRESENCE
I DID NOT SEND YOU
TO EASY CASES
I SENT YOU
TO THE "HARD ASSES"
AND YOU SPOKE TO THEM
ONE LAST DECLARATION
YOU
WERE WOUNDED
IN
THE PROCESS
BUT
THE JOB WAS DONE
I ASSURE YOU THIS DAY
CHILD
OTHERS
WILL BEGIN TO KNOW
YOUR VALUE TO ME
AND YET
THERE WILL BE
NO TIME
FOR THEM
TO MAKE AMENDS
COME "DOWN"
IN THE SPIRIT
CHILD
THERE IS A HEALING
TO BE DONE

Shalom, Friend
I do love You
Take these tears and shine
Your Light on them
and we'll make some
RAINBOWS!
ok?

                  REMEMBER
        ALL
              IS
                 NOT
                                BROUGHT
                        ON
                                        WITHOUT
                                                                   SORROW


THE
SORROW
BRINGS FORTH
THE
EMANCIPATION
LESSONS IN LIFE
DO NOT
ALL COME
FROM
POSITIVE EXPERIENCES
THE
SORROW
FROM THE WOUNDS
WILL LEAVE
AS THE
HURTS ARE HEALED
I DO LOVE YOU
CHILD
AND
YOU WILL BE HEALED
COMPLETELY
ONE DAY
ONE DAY SOON

You're the BEST!


TO
THE OFFICES
WE WILL GO
ONCE MORE . . .

uh oh

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AND
WHAT IS SILENCE
CHILD
THAT I SHOULD
BRING IT UPON YOU?
AND
WHAT IS SILENCE
THAT YOU
SHOULD WELCOME IT
WITH
EXCITED YELLS?
AND
WHAT IS SILENCE
THAT IT SHOULD RING TRUE
IN THE HEARTS
OF THOSE
WHO READ THESE PAGES?
WHAT IS IT
WHEN I TAKE YOU AWAY
FOR OTHER WORK?
WHAT IS IT
TO ANYONE
THAT FOLLOWS
YOUR HEARTS ERUPTIONS?
THEY
WILL SURELY REST
AND KNOW THAT
I HAVE YOU
IN THE
BEST OF PLACES
AND YET
THE STRUGGLE CONTINUES
FOR OTHERS
TO BREAK THROUGH
TO BREAK OUT
TO BREAK THROUGH
THIS GOD BARRIER
WITH ME
AND
HEAR ME CLEARLY
IT
WILL COME
IT
WILL COME
TO THOSE
WHO
WILL NOT
GIVE UP

AND NOW
CHILD
YOUR TIME HAS COME
I TOLD YOU MONTHS AGO
THAT YOU WOULD
"HIT THE STREETS"
ON
NOVEMBER 1ST
AND
IT IS TIME
IT IS NOT
PASTOR'S OFFICES
THAT YOU
WILL VISIT
IN
THIS NEW MONTH
BUT . . .
AND LET THAT
BE OUR SECRET
FOR TO TELL
IS TO
REVEAL TOO MUCH
OF THE PLAN
AS SATAN READS
AND
WATCHES
AND
LISTENS
WITH
HIS SPIES
THE SURPRISE ATTACKS
WILL BE KNOWN
BUT OH
FOR AN
AMBUSH AGAINST
HIS FORCES
IN
HIGH PLACES

COME
SILENT ONE
THIS WILL BE FUN!
THE BEST OF FUN

NO MORE
WRITING FOR YOU
 LITTLE ONE
NO MORE
REVEALING
OF YOUR STRUGGLES
AND
YOUR LOVE
OF
YOUR HURTS AND DREAMS
AND
EVEN YOUR
INCESSANT TEASING
OF YOUR
GOD SO FINE

WE ARE
LEFT ALONE
TO LOVE ~ TO LAUGH ~ TO CREATE
NEW BEGINNINGS
TO
RAPTURE
THIS WORLD
THROUGH
A NEW STRATEGY
WHICH I
WILL TEACH YOU
THIS NIGHT
AND IS THIS
A GOOD PRESENT
THIS DAY
CHILD?

Oh yeah
Bring it on, God
I am ready
Ever since I was TOUCHED
by you 5 years ago
I have been "left out"
of so many places by so many people
and I just want to be
where I am accepted
I may not have had much to give
but everyone deserves love
when they walk into the House of the Lord
Everyone deserves to be valued and appreciated
Everyone has great value to You
but the only place
I know that value
is in Your Presence, alone with You
A young man approached me
when I was picketing and attempted
to gently rebuke me
and tell me that I need to join a church
and "forsake not the assembly of others"
but he was too young to know
too innocent to know
that the church is the place
where I was destroyed by those
who I was to "assemble" with
May this young man
never know what I know
But to be alone with You, God
is all that I have ever asked for
I do not want to impress anyone
with what You have given me
I just want to
"hang" with You and love You
That is all

AND SO
IT WILL BE THAT WAY
CHILD
BUT TO THE OFFICES
WE WILL GO
YOU WILL KNOW MORE
TONIGHT
MUCH MORE
AND YOU WILL MARVEL
AT THE
DOORS OF BRONZE
WHICH I WILL OPEN
ON
YOUR BEHALF
LOOK NOT
BACK AT THE CHURCH
LOOK NOT BACK
AT THEIR
HATRED AND EXCLUSIONS
LOOK NOT BACK
AT THEIR FACES
AND
THEIR WORDS OF THOUGHT
"YOU'RE JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR US"
AND SO LET IT BE
CHILD
YOU ARE MINE
YOU ARE UNTO ME
AND WE HAVE NO TIME LEFT
FOR THE CHURCH
NO TIME
NO TIME
TO
SPARE . . .


Final words
my Friend
of writing?

YES
ALL WHO WILL GAIN
FROM YOU
IN THE FUTURE
WILL HAVE TO MEET
WITH YOU
FACE TO FACE
AND
HEART TO HEART

YOU GAVE
AND YOU CONTINUE
TO GIVE
BUT
NOW
IS THE TIME
TO
ADVANCE THE KINGDOM
BEYOND THE WORDS
BEYOND THIS SITE
BEYOND, BABY
OH WAY BEYOND . . .

COME
TO OUR
SECRET PLACE
TOMORROW
AND
I
WILL SURELY
SHOW YOU
A MIRACLE

ANY
LAST WORDS
CHILD?

Thanks for Your time, God!

IT IS FINISHED!

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CHURCH # 7
READY OR NOT
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