GO!

YOU ARE NEVER ALONE!

I grew up
feeling
very
self-sufficient
and able
to accomplish
all things
alone

I was in control
As I grew older
my independence
turned to rebellion
I wanted to stay
in control

Even after
I became a Christian
I only opened one small door
of my heart
to
GOD
I would stay
in control
and keep the other doors
shut tight!

Through the Renewal...
GOD
began
to
Heal
to
Love
to
Help
me pry open
those doors

As I was prayed for
one night
even as I was "falling"
I heard
GOD'S VOICE
tenderly
speak to me

"I AM HERE!"

As I laid upon the floor
The Visions began
and I saw myself
sitting upon
His Lap
as a small child

He tried
to pull me
closer to Him
but I resisted
He began
to rock me back and forth
but I still sat stiff ---- unyielding
He began
to speak kind words
to me
of
HIS LOVE

After a long time and many tears
I drew closer to Him and closed my eyes
He then showed me Visions
of myself as a child
Memories
which I had
through the years
of being lonely and scared
In each one
of the memories
HE ENTERED!

He became
my Friend, my Companion, the Comfort
I had so longed for!

He said
"I WAS ALWAYS WITH YOU!"

Before
the Visions
from my childhood
ended
I stood and embraced
Him
I said
"I don't ever want to leave.
 Can I stay here with You?"

He let me stay a little longer...

When I arose
I was different!
I
no longer
had that nagging sense
of rebellion
which was birthed
during those lonely times
He knew
exactly
how to heal the wounds
and open the doors
He removed the very root
with
HIS
LOVING
TOUCH

***
GOD
THANKS
for opening the doors
to my heart!
I couldn't do it alone!
Help me
to keep them open
to Your Love
and
Your Rightful Rule!
I'm glad
You take the time
to go to the very root!
You never
condemned me
for my rebellion
You just waited
patiently for me
to give You
permission
to
COME
and
HEAL
and
RESTORE!
You are, indeed
a Patient GOD
and
a Master Healer!!!
Thank You
that You
never
left me alone!!!



GO FOR
                         HIS GLORY