The instructions were clear to pick up
where I left off with the "street" kids
from years ago

BUY A BASKETBALL HOOP AND TAKE IT
TO THE KIDS FOR THEIR NEIGHBORHOOD
God said

I feared, for so much of what God tells me
to give is not received

Many from the neighborhood gathered around
to help me take the box from the car
The parents of the kids were thrilled
They hugged me and thanked me over and over again and
then began to set it up
I left as fast as I could
It is now 3 hours later and I'm still crying
What's up, God?

WHAT, INDEED
I HAVE BROKEN YOUR HEART ANEW
WITH THE THANKFULNESS OF THE PEOPLE
FOR A VERY SIMPLE GIFT
IT IS JUST A GIFT THAT THE KIDS WILL PLAY WITH
BUT WHAT I SENT YOU TO OFFER THE CHURCH
WAS FOR ETERNITY'S GAIN AND IT WAS REFUSED
YOU HAVE HARDENED YOUR HEART, YOUNG ONE
SPEAKING OVER AND OVER AGAIN
THAT YOU DO NOT BELIEVE IN "LOVE"
WELL . . . I SAY THAT YOU DO
OR YOUR HEART WOULD NOT BREAK
AS IT IS DOING TONIGHT
FOR ALMOST 6 YEARS YOU TRIED TO GIVE AND GIVE AND GIVE
AND ALL YOU RECEIVED IN RETURN
WAS HATRED, JEALOUSY, JUDGMENT AND NEGLIGENCE
YOU GAVE BECAUSE I TOLD YOU TO,
BUT YOUR HEART ALSO LONGED TO GIVE
JUST AS TODAY WHEN I TOLD YOU TO BUY THE BASKETBALL HOOP
YOUR HEART JUMPED WITH JOY
BUT OH . . . YOU CANNOT HOLD THE LOVE RETURNED
CAN YOU?
I TOLD YOU THAT I WOULD NOW SEND YOU TO THE WORLD
AND THEY WOULD LOVE YOU

But I can't handle this
I don't want to believe in love again because it may be removed

BUT WILL IT, CHILD?
WILL I STOP LOVING YOU THROUGH THE PEOPLE?
WILL I SEND YOU BACK TO THE CHURCH OF HATRED?
I MADE JEREMIAH WALK THE STREETS TO LEARN OF THE CONDITION
AND THEN HE SPOKE
YOU KNOW OF ALL THE EVIL SPIRITS THAT HOLD THE CHURCHES NOW
I WILL NOT SEND YOU BACK AMONGST THEM
AND IF THEY WERE TO WALK TOWARD YOU
I WOULD SEND YOU TO WALK ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE STREET
DO YOU NOT YET SEE THAT YOU CAN LET THE LOVE IN YOUR HEART NOW
BECAUSE I WILL NOT LET THE HATRED NEAR YOU AGAIN
I WON'T
I WON'T

But it hurts so much to feel love again
It hurts just the same as when the church broke my heart with their hatred
It hurts just the same
I need help
I don't think this "love thing" is such a good idea

AND HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOU WERE A SMALL CHILD
AND HAD ALWAYS KNOWN LOVE?
WOULD YOU WELCOME LOVE?
OF COURSE, YOU WOULD, BECAUSE YOU WERE USED TO IT
AND YOUR HEART SURELY WOULD NOT PUSH IT AWAY
BUT TONIGHT YOUR HEART STRUGGLES TO PUSH AWAY THIS LOVE
IT STRUGGLES AND STRUGGLES
BUT LOVE WILL WIN
IT WILL
AND ONE DAY YOU WILL BE SO LOVED BY THE WORLD
THAT YOU WILL FORGET THE YEARS OF HATRED AND ABUSE
YOU WILL BE AS A SMALL CHILD ALWAYS OPEN TO BE LOVED

WANT TO PLAY SOME BASKETBALL?

no
This was surely a set-up and I didn't see it coming
Help!
I can't open up to the love for I know I'll be betrayed
again and again and again

DO YOU WANT TO COME "HOME"?

yes
Because there I will know love and it won't be taken from me

BUT FIRST
YOUR HEART WILL HAVE TO BROKEN AS IT IS TONIGHT
SO THAT YOU CAN RECEIVE THE LOVE IN FULL
SO YOU MIGHT AS WELL STAY WHERE YOU ARE
FINISH YOUR WORK
BELIEVE MY WORDS
AND LET THE MANY PEOPLE COME TO YOU AND LOVE YOU
THE WORLD WILL BE GRATEFUL FOR YOUR MINISTRY OF WORDS
WHERE THE CHURCH HATED YOU FOR THEY TRULY HATE ME
THEY DO NOT TREAT YOU ANY DIFFERENTLY THAN THEY WOULD TREAT ME
IF I STOOD BEFORE THEM AND GAVE THEM THE SAME WORDS
YOU ARE NO DIFFERENT
BUT THE WORLD IS HUNGRY FOR MY WORDS
JUST AS THE NEIGHBORHOOD WAS "HUNGRY"
FOR THE ONE BASKETBALL HOOP
THEY ARE HUNGRY, INDEED

LET YOUR HEART HEAL, LITTLE ONE
YOU WILL MOVE SOON
AND THERE WON'T BE CONSTANT REMINDERS OF THE PAST
ONLY NEW LOVE TO FIND
AND MANY TRIPS TO TAKE TO THOSE WHO HAVE DREAMS
THE FUTURE WILL BE GOOD, MY FRIEND
BUT I HAVE TO OPEN YOUR HEART AGAIN
TO RECEIVE MY GOODNESS
OK?

yep
Want to play some basketball?

YEP

I do love You, You know
It just hurts

DO YOU REMEMBER THE SPLINTER IN YOUR FINGER
THAT YOU REMOVED TODAY?
IT WAS THERE FOR MANY DAYS,
BUT YOU WOULDN'T REMOVE IT
IT CAUSED PAIN BUT YOU KNEW THE PAIN
WOULD BE WORSE TO REMOVE IT
I TOLD YOU TODAY THAT YOU HAD TO REMOVE IT
AND THE PAIN WAS WORSE FOR JUST A LITTLE WHILE
BUT NOW IT IS SO MUCH BETTER
I AM REMOVING THE RESULTS OF THE CHURCH UPON YOU
THEY WERE LIKE A SPLINTER WHICH WOULD RISE UP
AND HURT YOU OVER AND OVER AGAIN
AND THEY LAY WELL BENEATH YOUR SKIN
BUT ONCE THEY ARE REMOVED IN FULL
YOU WILL FEEL SO MUCH BETTER
GOT IT?

Finish me off, Master Surgeon

***
7/7/00
SURELY A DAY OF VICTORY
SURELY A SIGN OF GREAT THINGS TO COME
AND A NEW DAY DAWNS

7/8/00
AS THE NEW DAY COMES FORTH EVEN UPON THE DAWN
YOU KNOW YOUR INSTRUCTIONS
FOR IN TRANSLATION FORM WILL
YOU PERFORM THIS ACT

I stand before the church and I call for the Blood of Jesus
to pour upon the Beast within the church
I pour the Blood of Jesus until this Beast leaves
and leaves behind no remnant

Now, in this specific act,
those of the anti-christ spirit and the harlots
will become more obvious
Is there a distinction between the Beast and the Antichrist?
I do not fully understand it all
but I pray what I am told
and as my journal records

"A day of miracles begins on the 9th of July"
and so I know that it is true with this declaration
for within my own home
I pour the Blood of Jesus upon the spirits that come
and they leave in a hurry
Do they return?
Not the same ones
I will stand vigil over the Beast
and will speak the Blood to flow over him
when he approaches the land
but that is all the spiritual warfare that I can do
The rest is up to you, church,
for you have not even begun to fight
You remove the bricks and the demons multiply by 100
You set a precedent that the evil will reign
and it will until you begin to stand
What will it take for you to stand?
How much do you have to lose first?
Haven't you already lost a lot?
Stand up before it is too late

I do not stand with you, yet
for I have not been told that you have repented
toward God's work through me
and I will not stand with anyone who has blasphemed
but to open a few eyes
I made a declaration tonight
for those that the Beast will leave
have made the choice for God to reign
but they surely did not know what was holding them back
There was no courage
no strength to stand against the anti-christ spirits
I have truly called out the evil ones by name this past week
and they will leave
There are a few that remain that are in the category of "witch"---
those who perform witchcraft in their approach to controlling the church
and they, too, will have their own day of exposure
Beware - witches - your day is coming
and no one will save you or your family on that day
Do you understand?
God is not merciful to those who "cast spells" upon the innocent
and you will truly not repent even as you stand in contempt now
Stand apart from the others for God will show who resides within you
and truly Jezebel has found a home
and will not leave the vessels

So, the local evil "ducks" will be "blown out of the water"
and the fear will cover the church anew
Even tonight the fear escalates upon the people
Dreams of doom will increase
What will you do?
I am not allowed to work with you, yet
for to solicit my help now does not prove that you have changed
only that you are desperate
You will surely be tested as Joseph's family was
in a deep way and see if there is any love within you

As I stood this day in a neighborhood of run-down apartment buildings
I looked at the kids and their attire and all the trash about
Not a playground within miles
No toys about - nothing for the kids
and God brought forth a basketball hoop

The parents came from the opened doors to their homes
Many of them drunk, for what else is there to do in that situation?
They were happy and sincere in their thankfulness
for gifts they are not accustomed to
Their love was pure and one even said, "God bless you"
and I thought back to the Renewal days
and the only time I was truly received was
when the leadership was "drunk" in the Spirit
You guys need to "get down" and get in God's Face
and ask Him for so much of His Spirit
that you are changed to the very core
You need to learn to love everyone who walks into your place
whether they are of different color or race
whether they are well-dressed or smell of alcohol
and whether they have more anointing than you
You need to learn to love
because I have been promised that I will not return
until I know His Love through you
and if you have to be totally drunk in the Spirit
then get that way and stay that way
People of the world stay drunk for a reason
Why shouldn't you drink of the Spirit
until you can actually recognize others of the Spirit
instead of calling us evil and casting us out?
Your punishment will be severe for what you have already done
I suggest you get down on your knees and repent
until you know His forgiveness
and then ask Him for a list of people that you have transgressed
and call or write and beg their forgiveness
Do you realize that the church where most
of your people went to after leaving yours
had a membership class where the people were counseled
extensively for the abuse
which they received at your church?
I'm not kidding
Your days are done of abusing the people
You stand condemned and your judgment is now

Do not contact me for I am not ready in any shape or form to help
I need to spend some time with people of love
before I can face any of you again

As I stand in front of your church
the Blood of Jesus runs down the sides and this, alone,
will cause the anti-christs to go "nuts"
Expel them - it is your job
If you can stand over me and tell me to leave
or push me out the door as one man did
then you can surely tell the "bad guys" to leave
I cannot help you with this for if you will not stand for Truth
you are unworthy for any job in the Kingdom
and I mean - any job
You are not even His if you do not stand for Truth
For He is Truth and if He resides within you
then you will stand

This is a new day and a day of miracles
I left a package at the front door on July 1st
I don't know if that is what caused the bricks to be removed
I don't know if it got to the rightful owner
All I know is that I obeyed
and I will repeat it here at God's instructions:

Dear Pastor,
Tonight is my graduation from the land.
 Just after midnight on July 1st, I will receive a new Anointing
to accomplish a new work.  Hopefully, I won't "bother"
as many people as I did on this, my longest mission.
 I have walked your land off and on for 68 months and finally, I am done.
 I left a brick at your front door, bricks on your parking lot,
shoes, shirt (symbolic) and now, a CD.
 This was the first CD that I listened to
as I walked your land in the beginning.
God says that I must give it to you.
 I know that you do not like gifts and maybe
this will end up at my doorstep,
but I still have to be obedient and give it to you.
 I do honor you.  I do love you.
 I do know that you are the one
who leads those on the land just as I told you that last night.
 You are surely Pastor of the house, but I had to do
what God told me to do, also.
 Peace, perhaps - but somehow I doubt it.
 All God has planned for the land is found at
this website address and beyond.
 I've been writing it for a couple months, but I don't know
if anyone has been reading it.
 Sometimes to live only in the Spirit is very limiting,
but it has strengthened my faith
more than if I knew what was happening in the natural.

Just as I wrote years ago, I wish for you a NEW BEGINNING
and that you will SOAR WITH WINGS OF EAGLES.

You are always in my prayers,
Terah

PS - I asked God if I could use one of the other aliases, but He said, "NO"
It will be a MIRACLE if this even gets to you.

YOU WRITE THE WORDS AS I INSTRUCTED
AND YOU MUST LEAVE IT IN MY HANDS
WHY DO YOU DOUBT SO, CHILD? EXPERIENCE?
WELL, I STILL PERFORM MIRACLES EVEN ON THIS LAND
AND LET THIS BE THE FIRST ONE
THAT THE LETTER WILL ARRIVE TO THE RIGHTFUL OWNER
AND ALL THAT I PLANNED TO TRANSPIRE, WILL TRANSPIRE
LEAVE THE LAND
WALK AWAY
WE HAVE MUCH WORK TO DO
MUCH, MUCH, MUCH WORK
SAY "SHALOM" TO THE PASTOR WHO LED YOU SO FAR
AND LEAVE YOUR BLESSINGS WITH HIM
FOR ONE DAY I WILL SING THE SONG "SOLDIER" TO HIM (on the CD)
AND HE WILL FINALLY UNDERSTAND YOU
AND WHY YOU OBEYED EVERY WORD
AS THE MOVIE "PATRIOT" RINGS TRUE IN THAT YEAR
WHEN THE COUNTRY WAS FORMING
IT NO LONGER RINGS TRUE ACROSS THIS LAND
BUT I WILL RAISE UP A FEW PEOPLE OF HONOR
AND YOUR PASTOR WILL BE ONE
SAY "SHALOM" ONCE AGAIN, FOR I TELL YOU
THERE IS PEACE BETWEEN YOU TWO
MORE THAN YOU KNOW
BE A GOOD SOLDIER AND WALK AT MY COMMAND
TO YOUR NEXT STATION

Shalom, Pastor
sorry I was so much "trouble"
It's really the only thing that I am consistently good at
Shalom, Pastor
Peace from me to you

****************

By the way
I think it's absurd that the Pastor is
NOT ALLOWED
to read anything from people
outside the church unless they have ministered there before
What ass thought of that one?
And did that ass ever consider that God knows about the Internet?

Well, maybe the MIRACLE of the 9th
is that the Pastor finally reads the above letter
I don't know
I just know that God has put a whole lot of anger upon me this night
and I want to make sure that I don't use it inappropriately

I still say "Shalom" for someday there will be Peace within your walls
and the Anointed will be welcomed
and God will party like crazy
and I will say it once more
I do love you
but baby, I'm surely OUT-OF-HERE for awhile


YOU WRITE THE WORDS AS I HAVE TOLD YOU
AND YOU STILL DO NOT KNOW WHAT HAS TRANSPIRED ON THE LAND
BUT YOU ARE FAITHFUL
AND YOU ARE SURELY RIGHT
YOU ARE "OUT-OF-HERE"
UNTIL THEIR REPENTANCE YOU KNOW WITH YOUR WHOLE HEART
THIS WILL NOT BE AN EASY THING FOR THEM
BUT NECESSARY
BLASPHEMY COVERED BY ANOTHER IS BLASPHEMY OVER ALL
YOU HAVE WORKED AND WORKED AND WORKED
BUT SHALOM, SERVANT, I DO RELEASE YOU THIS DAY
WALK AWAY IN THE VISION
FOR THERE WILL BE A DIFFERENT BLOOD UPON THE PEOPLE
AND THE BUILDING
WITH THE COMING WEEKS
NO DETAILS FOR SURELY THIS DAY HAS HELD ENOUGH
BUT I SPEAK TO YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN
AND I GIVE YOU THE PLAN
IF ONLY THEIR HEARTS HAD BEEN OPEN
THEY WOULD NEVER HAVE HAD TO SUFFER
BUT ALAS, THEY ARE HARD AND WE MUST SOFTEN THEM
IN THE ONLY WAY THEY WILL RESPOND
SAY "SHALOM," SERVANT,
FOR NONE OF YOUR WORK HAS BEEN IN VAIN
NONE
RIDE REBEL TO THE NEW LAND AND REST THERE
WAIT UNTIL THE DEATH IS COMPLETE UPON THE CHURCH
AND SOME DAY SOON
YOU WILL ANNOUNCE
THE RESURRECTION

***
Hey God, we've received a request for a 9th Covenant
What do You think?

AND SO IT WILL BE
AND SO IT WILL COME TO PASS
COME WITH ME . . .



COVENANT # 9